I need air

I won't say miss you again.. I guess I won't say that to you....whatever I say how much I miss you, you usually say "m..." I know you don't want to fall in love with me too deeply, but I do. Anyway, you hurt me this time....well, not the first time, but I don't want to say miss you to you again.. I thought might you don't like to hear that before I get success. so....I should do that I don't want to do....